I just wanted to say Happy Birthday!!!
Today Emma had her 18 month check up! She is doing great she weighs 20 pounds 14 ounces, is 31 inches long, and is right on track where she should be developmentally and physically. The doctor was a little concerned because she hasn't gained weight since her 15 month appointment. We will take her back in a week to see if she gained weight.
We had our second class of Jungle Gym and she had such a great time! I will be posting pictures tonight or tomorrow!
Maddy is doing ok, she has started crying for long periods of time again. I am not sure what we are going to do. She seems to cry an awful lot and nothing I do makes her feel better. Hopefully she will start to get better soon. I am thinking about starting her on rice cereal soon because that helped Emma with her reflux and once we started the cereal her crying stopped. Hopefully the same will happen with Madison.
Wow, our Miss Emma had a big weekend! Saturday she had her first Jungle Gym class, and she really enjoyed it! She had so much fun doing all the activities and playing on the equipment. I can't wait to see her next time. On Sunday she had her first "Ouch" report in Sunday School at church. She got hit in the head with a toy, but she made it out ok! Then our little girl had her first haircut! She did soooo well, I was very surprised. We went to a place called Cartoon Cuts, it was great that they cater to kids. At every station they have a TV so the kids have something to focus on, guess what Emma got to watch, The Wiggles of course. It could not have been better, she kept her eyes on The Wiggles the entire time and I don't think she even noticed the lady cutting her hair, she even let her blow dry her hair. Our little girl is growing so fast.
Pictures are up on my site of both events this weekend(both are under the gallery called Children). I will be adding more to Jungle Gym whenever we go! Also, more in the Emma gallery and Madison!
Wow, tomorrow my youngest princess will be 3 months old. I can't believe it, how could 3 months go by so fast? I felt like the last 3 months of pregnancy took forever but these flew by. It makes me sad to think my girl is growing so fast. I can't believe that it has been well over a year since Chris and I decided we wanted to have another baby and now we have a 3 month old. I remember testing everyday for a week and getting negative and finally on my birthday I saw a faint positive, the next day I tested again and got a darker line, I was so excited. This was the best birthday gift I could ever have gotten! Every day this little Angel puts a smile on my face. I am so thanful and blessed to have two wonderful daughters.
I love being a mommy!
I am so sad without Chris, I miss him soooo much. I can't wait until Friday night when he comes home. I feel like a part of me is gone when he isn't here. I can tell the girls miss him too, we all do. I never realied just how much I need him, I need him more than anything. I love him so much, please make Friday come soon.
That's right, our baby girl rolled over from her back to her stomach! We weren't expecting it at all. Chris put her down on the floor while he made a bottle and she decided to roll over, she did it twice!
I got a new camera today that is just for me! I now have my own site for putting the pictures I take, they wont be anywhere near as good as what Chris' are but oh well. The link is on the side of our webpage under photos. The pictures aren't the greatest but I will get better and these are more of me learning how to use the camera and upload the pictures. I am so excited
Please pray for Kristen tomorrow. She takes her nursing state boards tomorrow and she would like all the prayers she can get. I know she will do awesome so lets send some good luck dust her way!!
By the way in case you were wondering having a cold sucks
I was driving down Legacy on my way home yesterday when my brakes nearly went out. I was coming up to a light pretty fast and the pedal went soft and just kept going closer and closer to the floor. I was barely slowing down when finally the car really started braking with the pedal against the floorboard. I had to head north on 121 to get to the dealership... lots of fun during rush hour with brakes that could go out at any moment. When I got there my brake fluid poured out on to the service floor, and then my journey was done.
They say my car will be ready tomorrow.
Oh, by the way -- Maddy slept all the way through the night last night, we'll see how tonight goes!
Today was Maddy's appointment at the GI doctor and it went very well. He agreed with us that at least a part of her problem is reflux so he put her on zantac for that. He was surprised that she wasn't on medicine before this. He was also surprised that she was still on the neocate after it didn't show a big improvement after the first week. We are trying to go back to regular milk based formula and so far so good, no allergic reactions yet! He did schedule a sonogram on Friday to make sure everything is developed and how it should be. I think I may write a letter, great idea Lisa, to our former doctor to let her know what the specialist said and how we felt after the last appointment. Chris and I have said since she started this that we felt it was reflux and one doctor wanted to wait it out some more and the other looked at us like we were stupid and that reflux doesn't hurt babies. We knew what needed to be done but the doctors wouldn't listen to us. Oh well, we can finally put that in the past and move on and getting Maddy better. We take Emma to the new pediatrician at the end of the month for her 18 month check up so if we like them, we will be switching.
Overall it was a great appointment because we finally got some answers and are working towards getting her better.
Eric, I hope your MRI results go well and that you wont need surgery, I am thinking about you bubba. If everyone could add him to your prayers. His shoulder has been hurting and they think something might be torn and he might need possible surgery or therapy. Eric will be a senior this year, I can't believe it. I feel like it was yesterday I was scaring him in the drive way while he rode on the little tikes red car. He plays baseball and is in the marching band, so this result can have a lot of affect on him. Please pray for him.
I am starting to think people feel our blog is getting boring, no comments in awhile :(
Tonight we spent the night at home and had fun as a family. Chris, Emma, and I played in the playroom and if anyone was watching the webcam they would have seen Chris hit me smack in the face with a big purple ball! I must say it hurt a little, it hit my glasses and they jammed into the side of my nose. He got time out for hitting me in the face, Emma didn't think it was funny daddy was in time out.
We bought Maddy a new swing today, it swings like a cradle or a normal swing. She likes using it like a cradle and it really helped her during one of her fussy periods. I am so glad that she got some relief, I hate seeing her in pain so often. She goes tomorrow to see the GI doctor, I will let everyone know how it goes! Well, hopefully our posts will get a little better and people will comment more! I am sure someone had to say something about Emma vs Maddy, how could you not?
Today we took Emma to see The Wiggles! She had so much fun and it was great to be able to take her. It was actually entertaining and not too cheesy! Emma got soooo excited when she saw Captain Feathersword, I guess we now know who her favorite is. She also met a little boy that was sitting next to us and in her toddler ways flirted with him, they were really cute to watch. At the end of the show The Wiggles did a medley of songs and the boys parents, Chris, and I seemed to dance more than the kids did at that point. I guess it is fun to let lose every once in a while. It is also sad that all of these adults know the words and dances to these kids songs. It was a great day and we really enjoyed going together as a family.
That is all I have to say! I am so tired of doctors making me feel like a bad parent. I know when my daughter is in pain and when something can be done. Does anyone else besides the doctor think I overreact or am a bad parent? If you do then please tell me, because I would like to know so I can help this situation. I already feel like a failure as a mother because I hated and didn't want to breastfeed and then when I was told I needed to try and get my supply back I had an allergic reaction(to the medicine to get my supply back), then had to stop. I am just so frustrated and want my baby to be pain free. I don't have a problem with her crying and I understand babies can be fussy and cry a lot, however I don't want her to cry all hours because she is in so much pain. I hate seeing my poor little baby in pain.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I know we go to the doctor a lot but everytime we do it is for a legitimate reason. Gosh did I do this to my girls by not breastfeeding? Don't you wish that all I really had to say was arghhhhh:)
Today it has been three years since Chris and I met! I can't believe how fast time has gone by. It seems like yesterday Chad called me and told me he had a potential date. He called me the night before but Chris had known for awhile. I guess they waited until the last minute so I wouldn't back out! I remember how I felt the first time I saw Chris, something inside me knew! I am so lucky to have met Chris, he is my everything. We have taken the fast track but it has been worth it and wonderful. I have loved every minute I have been with Chris and I still get butterflies in my stomach! I love you honey